I've always felt like a woman trapped in a man's body. I long to find a woman or transgender who can understand that. While I'm not attracted to men, I find most circumcised penises to be quite beautiful. I've never had sex with a man but would love to feel a real penis inside me. I often fantasize about feeling someone cum deep in my ass. They would, of course, have to be free of STD's. I'm tired of just using a dildo. By myself, it's very unfulfilling. With a woman who can understand my feelings and desires, a dildo or strap-on would be so much more satisfying. Also I'm not into the BDSM or humiliation scenario. I just need an equal partner who understands.